Semi-Charmed Life

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

I feel like talking about love.

Love is in the air when you see people becoming couples all of a sudden. Two of my best primary school friends have found love and its time for me to find one too. So we can be the big three again. I miss those times when I, Yi Lun and Benjamin were still in primary school.

Life has been extremely hard on me in terms of love.

The first girl I had really liked in primary school is now in some other school. I wonder how she is doing now. Because she had already 'ah-hem' with her boyfriend. I can still remember the time we had toghether. It was only once but I really enjoyed my time with her alot. I could remember I and Benjamin both liked her at the same time and I was quite mean. I sort of tricked him so that I could sit beside her while watching a movie. She didnt pick either one of us in the end as she was afraid that it would cause more conflict between Ben and me. Too Bad.

I lost about 30% of my emotions from then on.

The second girl I liked was a complete failure although I thought we could last forever at first. Life is not a bed of roses.

I lost about 60% of my emotions forever...

The third one I am targeting now may be the one I have always been looking for but I am not too sure till I ask her out. I have lost all my feelings and confidence since my previous relationship. So its not the best time now.

What you are seeing in me now is just about 30% of my emotions. I was a really happy person in primary school but relationships caused more hurt then warmth. Thats why I always am looking for the right girl who can heal all my wounds and make me happy again. So that it would be a love story and happily ever after...

I still feel hurt from all my past efforts. I am doing my best to recover and by then, I would be ready. I would keep you guys updated on my status. =)

Jet Alone updated @ 5:06 AM

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