Semi-Charmed Life

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

There are two things that are weighing down on my heart this past few days. Everyone faces difficulties in life at some point. But we cannot just let them be because problems are meant to be solved. We too have to make painful choices at crossroads as we grow up. Its been awhile since I wrote with my heart...

I have been working at Venture Era now for like a week already and I find that it is a good company though it is being misunderstood by alot of people. I truely believe that Venture Era is a great company with great people in my group. The thing that I do not really like are the long working hours that burn me out and the appointments that I must make. Personally, I am not a person good with words and talking. So I face alot of difficulties. With much sadness in me... The choice that I made is to not rush so much in Venture Era and to take it easy. So that means that we would not see each other often already. I am sorry everyone who has high hopes for me in the company. Ms Yen Loo, Mr Mike and Ms Jasmine. I promise that I would be back soon when I feel ready. Ms Yen loo, I find that you are a really wonderful girl and that you are the reason why I still want to stay in Venture Era. You really taught me alot and cared for me, I am really grateful and I would really love you if you were not older than me.

Can you still remember the girl whom I wrote about in my previous posts. The girl whom I said that I was in love with? Yeah, she is great and I still love her. I thought that she loves me as her lover but I guess I was wrong. She still treats me as a really close friend. I am still moody as I feel disappointed because we went out to do stuff a couple of times. Maybe its because you never had a BF before and do not feel that I am really the one. I understand because we only knew each other for like 3 months only and that girls fall in love slower than guys. I would wait for you till you are ready, because I feel that you are the one.

Jet Alone updated @ 6:49 AM

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