Semi-Charmed Life

Monday, July 26, 2010

Did you know that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the population? So cool! Haha.

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gwen - Haha, just pouring my heart out onto something. A guy needs to release abit of his emotions or else I would just burst out of control one day. But I am doing fine now. =)

Jet Alone updated @ 8:41 AM

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Thursday, July 08, 2010

Hello-Hello, Long time no see. =)

Life has been a rather unpleasent journey for me. Exepiencing mid life crisis and most of all love problems. *Sigh* If only the girl I love right now knows how I feel here which I doubt she will ever see. I really do love her so much. I have not felt this feeling of love for such a long time! Its been like 5 years now since I felt this true feeling of love towards someone. I really do love her so much and really wish that we can be together one day. But it seems like ever since I confessed to her, things went bad. She didnt talk to me ever the same as before. She would always try to aviod me and she does not talk as much with me anymore... It really makes me really sad. Maybe I am thinking too much but I hope things would be back to normal and that we would always be happy togehter. =(

I guess I should not have confessed to her in the first place. Because I really miss the girl (you) whom I first fell in love with before you started to act differently. She does not seem to like me as a lover and told me to not love her and find someone else. I may not be a smart man, but I do know what Love is. I feel that Love is a feeling of great affection towards someone. I hope you understand and read this. It may seem messy but that is what my mind is now.

I shall leave it to fate now and really hope hard that you would see this. Because it feels like a mortal stab wound into my heart when you told me to find someone else. Because I know I love you even though I may not be good at saying it. I sinserely love you very much and I hope you do not freak out or anything. But its true.

All I hope is just that you would be the same as before. Because I really miss you talking to me. I feel so empty without you in my life. I think of you everytime and whenever we do not see each other. I always look forward to seeing you again after each day and to smile everytime I see your beautiful smile. I feel complete when I am with you.

Please give me a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I Love You and would wait for you till you are ready. I Love You.

Jet Alone updated @ 8:12 AM

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